Man I don't even know where to start. Growing up holidays were just another day, except we'd be able to eat some real good food on them days, and if we got lucky our auntie invited us to her house and get us a gift, or two. Now as I grew up and the holidays come up, I see all that money being spent. I don't mind it but it do stress me a bit, since I got gifts, bills, work, and I rarely get any rest around this time. I never expected nothing growing up, but for the first time I know my family is expecting something. Nothing feels better than being to give and provide for my holidays. I like seeing my siblings happy having everything I couldn't have